So it's that time again...it's time to get things done and back in order. I can't please everyone and knowing what is more important in life can be very key!!! I will first state that I love my friends, family, and my job. Saying that this has been a long few weeks and situations keep getting more difficult. Knowing that how you come across and the way you handle situations can be the most important way to deal with complications has been very key in the past few months.
Today I have to go into work with a different attitude and get back into the normal swing of things. I will not be able to stay at my store all of next week and I have a lot of work that has been getting delayed. Yesterday at work I found myself very aggravated and I felt like progress with one of my managers had gone backwards. I had to stop myself and bite my tongue more than 5 times yesterday alone and I saw a couple of things that I just wanted to bitch about. To be honest I don't feel like I have been doing very well at my job at all. I have been late about 6 times in the past 2 months, I have not been able to actively pay attention to my store, I have been working at another store that I feel does not care if I help them, I have neglected my family, and I have let my emotions get the best of me and become extremely stressed out.
I am finally finishing this blog....It's Tuesday night after work NOW!!!
I can feel my body starting to get sick again, I think it's another kidney stone and all I can think is that I do not need this right now I have too many hours to work this week for this shit.
Tonight it was nice to be able to catch up with my boss again and let him know how things were going on at the store. We were able to talk for 20-25 minutes and he re-assured me about some of the problems that I have been having. Sometimes it's nice to know that you are doing well at what you do when you are in the middle of the battle!! (I hope that made sense!) If I was feeling better tonight I would have felt like work would have gone better, but things were not bad and we had no complaints. Nick is doing well and I really want to spend as much time as I can with him while training. He is doing such a great job and next week I am going to use him as a float manager and make sure that he is ready to move up in the next couple of weeks. I might be trying to do too many things at once and I really wanted to be able to get Lama going but it is a work in progress. I have not been able to set aside time to concentrate on my to do list for Lama. I want to be able to finish the cards for Valentines on Thursday but, I can already see work will run late tomorrow and Wednesday will be shot by the time I get home at 7pm. So I am hoping to shove so many things into tomorrow and then run over to my store after work at the bell store. Rush home and get all my shit done and organized. After Thursday I have 3 doubles in a row...or at least Saturday will be a double shift if one of my managers does not show up. It's going to suck loosing her if she decides to be stupid but I am not sure what to tell her and both of my boss's know what I have to do on Saturday if she does not show up. I did the payroll today and I have 90 hours in the past two weeks, and that is going to be a nice pay check! It's been a while since I have had a pay check like that and I can't wait to get paid on Tuesday! So I'm just going to concentrate on what needs to be done and get work together. I can't drop the ball right now because I want the Orlando store and I want to keep my sales up at my store.
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