corn dog.

The weather in Florida right now is perfect, we even have the heater on in the house. It feels how Christmas should feel like, and never feels like hear in Florida. I am finally starting to get into the season. For me when I think about Christmas I think about lights and how beautiful they are. The memories are the best, and I just love how it makes me feel like a child again.

On my way home last night I saw such beautiful lights outside of businesses and then tonight I drove threw the lights down town.

This is one blog I forgot to post!!!

Alright Princess Calm Down Now.

After days like today I just want to fucking scream at the top of my lungs!!! I start to think about events of the day and things that were said that just should be left alone. Why would you bring up my father around the family when obviously you do not care for him? I guess what it comes down to is that he is MY FATHER and you have NO RIGHT to talk anything about him. I really can't stand how hurful my grandmother and mother can be at times. I feel like I am so ready to get rid of their negativity in my life. The part that really is hard is being able to get rid of that part of my life. The truth of the matter is that I just can't write them off, they are my family I just need to learn how to deal with them better. I have to learn to not let them get under my skin as much as I can let them at times. I have gotten better in the past couple of years, but everything is a work in progress. Ignorance really just angers me and they are both a big part of it.

This is a backtrack to what has been going on in my life but I found it tonight so I am posting it!