Twinkle Twinkle Little Star....

I started thinking about these past 8 years and what has happened in my life, and honestly so much has happened I don't think that I would recognize myself. I've grown up, we've all grown up and it's so crazy to think about what all has happened. Every time that I tend to get in a rut or I start having trouble with what is happening in my life I just have an urge to reminisce and what it really means is that I need to make a change. Last year I made plenty of changes and with some of the changes it was much harder to adapt to them than I thought it would be. I thought it would be easier and I thought I was much stronger. It was and is just a lot of work that I am dealing with, and with all of this hard work it just gives me a whole lot of respect for my owner and all that he has done.
Taking a break form work is exactly what I need and to tell you the truth it is just not an option for me at all! My parents are going to the beach for the weekend and I just want to state no one does this on a schedule it's always 4 days before and I am supposed to just DROP everything that I am doing and just do whatever they want! I know that my family doesn't understand that everyone doesnt work 9-5 and have the weekends off like they do! I need to have at least a weeks notice, but I don't really ever get it!
Okay so it's about a month later and I still have not finished this blog. I have been super busy of course and a lot of has been gocing on. I am heading to Alabama tomorrow to spend a couple of days with my cousin Crystal and her new husband Brandon. It's no surprise to me that she got married before I did, she has always been that girl with the boyfriend and seemed to live and breath for each and every one of them that she has had! I don't even remember what this blog started off saying so I am going to have to TOTALLY re-read!
I had a conversation with Lorena and I just can't ever see myself wanting to see her. In the conversation that I had with her was not really pleasent and I know that she really misses me being all the way in Orlando. It's so damn complicated and I can't stand feeling some obligation to see her or involve her in a part of my life. Well only time will tell with her, I have really streatched myself to the limit when it comes to Lorena.