I'm changing and I'm not sure I like how I feel.

I am sitting here tonight and I just don't know what direction I am going in. For so long I had these goals that seemed to make since, they were logical and they were what I thought I wanted in my life. I hate the question what next, however I find myself asking that question too much. I do not feel like myself or how I usually feel at all and I am trying to make since of all of it. I wonder why life always has to seem like a race or why people make it seem this way? In the end what we all want is to be happy, however the different ways that make people happy amaze me from time to time.